Money can't buy Love but it can buy one night of Dreams.

I am 23 years old this year. Never has a formal date with a guy before and constantly feel insecure with my looks, personality and surroundings.

I am not a professional clubber because I can't dance well nor a good drinker. Clubbing has become my solution to my innermost desire - Love or rather the feeling of being wanted. The best part is that I don't have any friends who are kind enough to accompany to the club. I am desperate. I want to know cool and happening guys which are evident not in my current lifestyle. In the end, I went to club with my most gorgeous sister. She is so attractive just like honey attracting bees in the club. At least 5 guys will approach her but of course all 5 of them will be rejected. Although they did not approach me and obviously showed only one way interest in my sister, I learn how to smile at their loser-ness.

I went to my regular club on Sat. night and this white polo shirt guy caught my eye. My sister was so nice that she actually acted like she wanted to dance with my target's friend so that I will have a chance to dance with him. Her efforts did not go down the drain because I did dance with him and we made many short funny conversations. He asked for my number and I gave him. Everything seemed so well and perfect. We danced together and he kept smiling, so smiley that I almost fall in love with his smiles (even in the darkness, he seemed so bright!) He told me that he feels the stress because he has never dance with a girl before and he is shy.

My poor sister was stucked with my target's friend which she would never have even bothered if it is not for my sake.

After dancing with me for some time, he said he want to leave for a while. The very last time which I saw him was at the barcounter. He looked dazed. Anyway, my sister and I decided to go off before them. It was 3.30am and when we were at a nearby 7-Eleven store, I realized that there is this unknown number which I missed twice. I called back and it was him. He asked where were we and I told my exact spot. He actually replied that it was so far off? He continued asking if we were on a cab and when I said no, he just mentioned that to call him when we reached home safely. By the way, he has a car.

The last contact with him was me sending an SMS to him saying: "Nice meeting you.. hope you reach home safely too =)". He replied that he is having supper with his friend now and goodnight and sleep well. Today, I am totally disappointed. He did not even message me today though he has my number! From my observations, those guys who got my sister's number in the club, they will message her the very next day with some lame message: "Good Morning" or something to show their interest. Nothing from him at all. I have been waiting and by this time when I am blogging, I guessed it's over just like a Dream.

I seriously wonder if I should message him or not but I still believe that if you are interested in someone, you will take action so perhaps to him, it was just a fling. So why did he even bother to ask for my number and be so sweet and smiley to make me all soft and mellow when the end-result is so disappointing?

I paid for this Dream and yes I did wanted attention. I got his attention for a night but that's the end of story. Why can't this Dream become a Reality soon?