All Good Things will cOme to an End sOon =(

Time passes fast esp. if you want it slow. LoLz. Perhaps I have learnt how to not take things for granted and the moral of the saying - Everything happens for a reason?

It has been 6 weeks of knowing him. Definitely a fun experience and one which I will never forget! Initially it was him who likes me first, now I finally realised I like him too! Is it too late? We are going to be separated in new locations. I will miss him sitting beside me and that's for sure.

I like his happy-go-lucky attitude and he never bad-mouth anyone seriously; just like a kid. Now he is unhappy, the next he will be smiling IF I be nice to him. hAhaz, really impressive with myself sometimes at how I can actually cheer him up so easily.

I like his eyes. So innocent and sleepy? Every emotion and feeling is directly reflected in them. I know how he feels in the way he looks at me. However, once I missed his eyes expression, I will feel very lost and scared becOs then I am unable to know him anymore. He is so mysterious yet simple? Alot of contradictions and irony for him....

I witnessed his presentation. He is a good speaker but not a great presenter. Doesn't impress me but wOwed me. Maybe opposite do attracts now but what will come out of it? We are seriously from two very different worlds - him: fun-loving, adventurous, freedom, me: laid-back, stability, secureness. I think if we ever get together, one will suffocate the other to death.

Oh yeah, did I mention he keep disappointing me? 1st time was the valentine day. 2nd time was the Bangkok trip. He sorta promised me and my frenz to get us chokers as gifts but in the end he bought alot of stuffs for himself and frenz but none for us. I am not expecting him to buy something for us but if he managed to say such a promise then please keep to it. If not, why bother to say it to us in the first place? Gives us hope then throws us back to reality. Reason: I can't find the chokers. Crap, crap and more crap!!!

Right now, I think he is a pretty self-centred guy who lives in his own world. I doubt I will be able to merge into his world. Perhaps he is just not my type and I am not his type. I won't rush things anymore becOs I am losing confidence as days go by.

hAhaz.... conclusion is that I am back to my starting point - singlehood. At least I tried, I put in effort and should just moved on with life. Hopefully and I pray I will meet my Mr Right sOon =)

LoOoney Guy - Happy Valentine's Day!

Dear Blog,

I am so dead pan angry at this idiot. He likes me, he likes me not? Why can't he express himself properly and clearly? His every action and movement reveal his interest in me but his lips are tightly sealed.

Okie.... he was supposed to be happy till he saw the rose on my table. He became disappointed and remained incredibly quiet during this while. He looked at me with his very sad child-like eyes. It was then I announced the rose is from a girl friend of mine and he came all alive and chirpy. I gave him two heart sweets and he seemed so contented. However, the sweets are duper sweet so most of my friends have returned them to me. Not him, he actually managed to eat both of them down??? Guess what, he placed the wrappers infront of me to irritate me. I slapped him on his butt.

Weird, when he signed out he actually signed for me toO! Initially, I thought he signed wrongly but I realised it appeared that he signed deliberately for me. What's wrong with him? I asked him about the 100 paper roses he folded for the girl he likes. He ignored me till I asked him the 3rd time. He said it was over. Reason: He wooed her for a week but the girl has attitude problem (AP) so he has AP too. Now it's over! What kind of crap can this gets better? Lame, Lame and more Lameness from him. He is never serious when I asked him about sensitive topics. Always trying to avoid confrontation.

Stop playing with my heart kid. If you like me, better confess or just leave me alone. I will not die of singleness but probably die from heart attack given by you.

Aries Vs Taurus

oHz man.... juz blogging about the guy whom I have a short crush on and now I met a new other guy.

Life is pretty unpredictable. ALways thought it is a routine but it showed me surprises - sweet ones to be exact. No idea why this guy likes me but hopefully it will last? I am skeptical about love and do not believe that a guy will actually like me. Weird but true, I am so low in self-esteem.

However, this particular guy I met is 360 degrees opposite from my ideal match. He is short (abt my height), small built but strong, smokes, drinks, clubs anything a punk would do. hahaha.... why would a guy like him falls for a plain and down to earth gal like me?

Maybe opposite DO attracts but how long can that attraction last? I wonder should I ever try or just forget it about it? Although deep inside I know he is one nice guy, I am so afraid. What? Myself. Why? I don't know if I ever really like him or is it because he likes me so I like him. I don't want to play his heart and in the end I didn't even like him!

They say love makes one's heart goes 'thump`thump`thump' but my heart is dead. There is just no obvious signs of excitement. Okie maybe shyness and awkwardness exist but do they count in love too? The problem is: he is the one who likes me first. Usually I choose my own targets and that means I seriously have a crush on those guys. For this case, it was him who chose me so I don't know how to react.

He loves me, he loves me not? Is he my 1st boyfriend? The answer will be revealed on Valentine's Day.

Let's just wait and see (^_*)